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They only have the final day of my week long series posted. Here it is. I will be posting the notes for the full study soon.
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This is a video made by The Cleveland Clinic about our experience there. We are so thankful that God led us to be treated here and for the many opportunities that we have had to share our story.
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We recently played a family game called “Snake Oil”. The premise is pretty simple. You have a hand of 6 cards and you need to combine 2 of them to create a product which you the “sell” to the player who is “it” and has a particular profile based on the buyer’s card. My now second youngest daughter (yes I typed youngest first) needed to sell a product to a soldier and this is what she came up with, The Faith Gun. She pitched it as a weapon which always hit the target you were aiming at as long as you believed. Well as comments from my children often do, it got me to thinking about this product and its application to our lives as Christians.
“For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of fortresses.” (2 Corinthians 10:4)
Paul consistently describes the Christian life in military terms. We are in a battle and the enemy is powerful. “Be if sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary the Devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.” (1 Peter 5:8 ) However God does not leave us un-equipped and unprepared for this battle. The key is that we need to avail ourselves of the training and weapons at our disposal. So let me introduce you to the Faith Gun.
1. The Faith Gun becomes instantly available to every born again Christian when they place their belief, trust and obedience in Jesus.
Our spiritual arsenal becomes instantly available when we receive the indwelling of the Holy Spirit as a result of our decision to become a follower of Jesus Christ.
In Him, you also, after listening to the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation – having also believed, you were sealed in Him with the Holy Spirit of promise, who isgiven as a pledge of our inheritance, with a view to the redemption of God’s own possession, to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14)
2. Proper use of the Faith Gun requires submission and training.
There is only one training manual for the Faith Gun, The Bible. However there are many resources that God places in our lives as we develop maturity and skill as Soldiers of Christ.
” It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers,to prepare God’s people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature,attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ. Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.” (Ephesians 4:11-16)
“Guard the good deposit that was entrusted to you–guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us” (1 Timothy 1:14)
It is up to us to take advantage of all of the training resources that God provides, measuring each one by the Manual. This of course requires that we know the Manual, read, study it, make it a part of our lives. As we do this in submission to the Holy Spirit and living in the presence of God the Faith Gun becomes an extension of our lives. Snipers will tell you that becoming “One with the Gun” is a vital part of hitting difficult targets. It is even more true in our Relationship with God.
3. To be effective the Faith Gun not only hits the target, it chooses the target.
Unlike weapons of human manufacture, the Faith Gun not only allows the Soldier of Christ to hit the target, it chooses the target to hit. This is perhaps one of the most difficult concepts for us to swallow. It violates our need for control. It violates our need for direction. Yes the world teaches that we need to be “one with the gun” so that we can accurately control and direct it. God teaches that we need to be “one with the gun” so that it can control and direct us. It is when we do this that God reveals the wisdom of the world to be foolishness. “For it is written: “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.” (1 Corinthians 1:19) As we become more mature in our handling of the Faith Gun this is of even greater importance. One of Satan’s favorite tricks is to provide a target rich environment. One might think that the more targets their are the easier they are to hit but for the undisciplined this far from true. I am reminded of a hunting expedition that I was on in the hills of Pennsylvania. I came upon a single doe standing broadside to me at about 30 yards. I carefully aimed and brought her down with one shot. At that moment I realized that I had walked into a whole group lying in the brush as they stood and froze for a moment. After easily taking the first doe I tried to take another unloading the rifle in a target rich environment of 12-15 deer, and didn’t hit anything. In our target rich environment allowing the Holy Spirit complete control is crucial in order to accurately strike the targets that God has directed us to.
4. The Faith Gun selects its own ammunition, perfect in every way to impact the target.
The Faith Gun only come in one caliber, LOVE. It is within in that caliber that God provides many types of ammunition. Choosing the correct type of ammunition for the intended target is far beyond our ability. How sad it is when we actually allow the Faith Gun to choose the target but then go off half cocked loading our own choice of ammunition. We have many “reasons” for doing this, “I am good at this”, “I know what is needed”, “All the books say…”. Volumes have been written, preached, rewritten and re-preached on this subject so I am not going to try to tackle all the different types of ammunition available. I will give some general guidelines.
*Under no circumstances will God call you to use ammunition that is incompatible with the caliber of our Faith Gun. “If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.” (1 Corinthians 13:1-3) I could appropriately quote this chapter in its entirety as a guide to the ammunition appropriate for our Faith Gun, but you know what go ahead and read it for yourself. The results of using incompatible ammo can be devastating. When we try to slip ammunition containing hate, greed, jealousy, disdain, selfishness or fear into our Faith Gun the resulting explosion can scar us and those around us in horrible ways.
*It would be wonderful if God would always give us clear miraculous guidance in the appropriate ammunition for every situation. I know that pastors in particular wish that this was true. It is in these cases that unity with Scripture becomes all important. In order to achieve this you have to KNOW the Word of God. This involves reading it. (Hmmm…is sarcasm an appropriate ammunition…Paul used it so….). In these cases I would suggest that utilizing the ammunition that best expresses the intent of the caliber is the best choice. The Bible is a remarkable document. When you measure situations against the whole of Scripture the Holy Spirit will often make clear what the best ammunition is to achieve God’s intent.
5. Ultimately the Faith Gun operates to and for the Glory of God.
This point dove tails with the idea that the Faith Gun chooses its target. We often desire and I have even heard it preached that the Faith Gun is here for our protection and comfort. Scripture is clear that as Soldiers of Christ we operate for the will and Glory of the Father. We operate in suffering, in poverty, in wealth, in comfort, in every possible human condition for the Glory of God
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A post from a friend who is also walking a very hard road. I love her honesty and her Faith!
This post has a dual purpose. The first one is to say thank you. Thank you to everyone who constantly thinks of me. Thank you to everyone who keeps me in their prayers. Thank you to each person who encourages me through this ridiculously tough season of life. It’s because of you that I’ve managed to get this far.
I realized sometime this past week that the biggest reason I’ve been able to heal from the tragedy that is my life is because of you. Because of your prayer. Prayer is so incredibly powerful. It’s the constant prayers that have gotten me through to this point and helped me when things get hard. I still have hard days. I still have rough times. But as the days go on, they become less and less frequent. Which is a good thing. By no means am I forgetting Jordan. In fact, each…
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Detour Ahead! How I have dreaded that sign. Fortunately with today’s smartphone and GPS technology it does not carry the same fear factor that it did when I was younger. In fact today with a little bit of effort we are able to avoid detours altogether and if we do get stuck in one with a few simple screen touches we no longer have to rely on the often sparsely placed detour signs and can map out our new path to our destination. However we have not managed a technology that will predict and map out alternative routes to our goals when we hit those life detours that take us away from path of life that we have planned.
1de·tour
noun \ˈdē-ˌtu̇r also di-ˈtu̇r\
: the act of going or traveling to a place along a way that is different from the usual or planned way
: a road, highway, etc., that you travel on when the usual way of traveling cannot be used
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/detour
I have been struggling with this topic for some time now. I originally thought I would be talk about heavenly detours. How God diverts our path for his purpose and we just have to kind of ride along. That is certainly how I felt about this latest chapter in my life. As I looked at the scene pictured about today (Wednesday October 2, 2013), I realized how different my life was just 9 months ago. January 2nd Nisa Faith had just joined our family after a 10 year Odyssey of losses, tears and suffering. Allana was feeling a little ill but we were certain a quick trip to the OB, some antibiotics and we would be good to go. Ready to run that path that seemed to be so obviously stretched out ahead of us, a Spring and Summer of ministry at The Lewis House, working with Compelled, CityLight and our other partners to spread the Love of God. What a difference 3 days can make. 3 short days and I would be on perhaps the greatest detour of my life, or would I. God has been really battering me on this subject, because I truly have felt like this was exactly that, a detour. When in reality it is right on course but instead of my course, or Allana’s course or TLH’s course, it IS GOD’s course. When we view these events in our lives as detours, we detract from God’s omniscient role as master planner of everything. I want to step lightly here because I am not writing doctrine on God’s sovereignty nor am I suggesting that God gave this horrible disorder to Allana, or anyone else. I think that perhaps my concept of our situation whether thought out or not was of God looking down and saying, ” Oh shoot! Allana has Leukemia, well I guess I can use that for My Glory ’til we can get things back on course.” There we go, just a heavenly detour and I am so tempted to detour here into writing the very doctrinal statement that I said was not my intent. Thank God for the delete button. However what I have found is that God does not take detours. Allana and I are not on some end around that will eventually get us back on the path that God has for us. We are on the path that he has carefully laid out for us.
Jeremiah 1:4-5
4 Now the word of the LORD came to me saying, 5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, And before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you a prophet to the nations.”
No detours for God’s consecrated, God’s appointed, God’s anointed. There is a point in every Born Again Believer’s life that he or she makes a choice to change direction. However this is not a detour because not only the route changes, the destination changes. The Believer is no longer on a pathway to eternal separation from God, to hell, but has turned to a path leading to the mind of Christ. There is an intentional, continual seeking of God’s presence. It harks more the etymological root of the word than our current usage.
French détour, from Old French destor, from destorner to divert, from des- de- + torner to turn —
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I did not sleep well last night. I find that as we approach the time of returning home and as the visits to the hospital and to our doctors become fewer and far between, there is not a sense of relief but a sense of fear. Throw into the mix the new healthcare laws going into effect in a matter of days and not really knowing how that will impact Allana’s ongoing care and I find myself doing just a little bit of internal churning. Friday enhanced for me the precariousness of her situation. This is not to say that this sense of fear came on suddenly, it has been building. It just kind of peaked last night and early this morning. But as I finally gave in to the hopelessness of getting back to sleep, again…I heard buzz of an incoming email and this is what I found:
Sep 29, 2013
Facing Your Fears
By Charles F. Stanley
http://www.intouch.org/you/article-archive/content?topic=facing_your_fears_article
I wanted to smile and cry at the same time. At that point the content of the devotional didn’t really matter. God was just reminding me the He knows where I am at every minute of every day. I am a little disappointed in myself that after all of His miraculous interventions in my life I am so easily sidetracked but it is great to KNOW that I have the God who is ready to coddle me when my human weaknesses show through. I did of course read the piece and the first major point highlighted what had really happened.
“The first and best move you can make to build up your faith is to get your eyes off your problem and off yourself and onto Jesus. He is the Source of all your supply. He is utterly reliable and possesses all knowledge and all authority. Speak aloud the words of Hebrews 13:6 until they sink deep within your spirit: “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear. What can man do to me?”
People may criticize, reject, ridicule and persecute, but they can’t take away your salvation, your relationship with Jesus Christ, your eternal home in heaven, or the joy, contentment, and inner strength the Lord imparts to you.”
It is part of the incredible human disconnect that is at the heart of our faith. For the Children of God successfully facing fear means not looking at the problem, or problems that bring the fear, it means looking right into the face of Jesus. It is from this place that Paul tells the Philippians that he has learned to be content no matter what his circumstances are because no matter what is going on around him or what is happening to him, the face of Christ never changes. I would encourage you to go and read the rest of Stanley’s devotional for today but here are the basic points
Second, ask the Lord to give you the help you need.
Third, encourage yourself by memorizing the Word of God and quoting it as often as you need a fear-buster of inner strength.
And, finally, ask others to pray for you.
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“Son of man, with one blow I am about to take away from you the delight of your eyes. Yet do not lament or weep or shed any tears.
Ezekiel 24:16
(I do want to start this with a disclaimer: While I do believe that God has called us to walk this difficult road for His purposes and have already seen incredible fruit from our experiences both within us and around us, I have no reason to believe that Allana is going to be taken from us any time soon.)
Serving God can at times be overwhelming. We are not told a lot about Ezekiel’s wife, just that she was “the delight” of his eyes. Ezekiel loved her. She was perhaps, next to God, the most important thing in Ezekiel’s life. I have heard it taught that Ezekiel somehow sinned in his desire for his wife, that he had placed her above his devotion to God. This is simply not in the text and perhaps arises from the desire to believe that God is here to serve us instead of the other way around. We serve a God who loves us immensely. We also serve a God who commands ultimate obedience, honor and trust. The circumstances surrounding this loss are not known to us. It can be supposed that Ezekiel’s wife succumbed to a fatal illness, a much more common occurrence in the those days than living a long and healthy life. I can easily imagine Ezekiel crying out to God in prayer over her having been there many times for Allana. I cannot but believe that Ezekiel’s wife was a godly woman, the respected and honored wife of a priest. Why O lord does she have to go through this? And the answer comes,” “For my purposes”
Paul understood service to God when he wrote to the Philippians, “For to you it has been granted for Christ’s sake, not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake, ” (Philippians 1:29) Carizomai does not mean imposed upon or required. It carries the sense of a pleasant task, a favor, something given benevolently. As His servants, suffering for His name and for His purposes is part of the gift, but in the same book we find that this gift is paired with something else. “ Rejoice in the Lord always ; again I will say, rejoice ! Let your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:4-7) This does not mean that everything is going to go the way that we desire it to, it means that through the storm we will be able to say, “It is well with my soul”.
God called Ezekiel to more than just losing the love of his life. He is called to contravene the social norms of the day and to not enter into what was the common practice of very public and very loud mourning. God calls him to “groan silently”. Paul says, “Let your gentle spirit be known to all men.” We are called to a holy standard not only in the gift of suffering for His name, but in the Holy Spirit empowered ability to break the customs of this world in our reaction to that suffering and show the very nature of God in our actions. When we do that the world takes notice! “and in the evening my wife died. And in the morning I did as I was commanded. The people said to me, “Will you not tell us what these things that you are doing mean for us?” (Ezekiel 24:18-19) It is in the very city of Philippi that we get the story of the Philippian Jailer. After being beaten and praising God through a night of imprisonment Paul and Silas are able to lead their captive audience, the jailer, and his whole family to Jesus. “Sirs, What must I do to be saved” (Acts 16:30)
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I just went back and read my Christmas Eve post on Nisa. This is a quote from that post:
We have a mighty heavenly Father who cares for us in ways that I cannot begin to fathom. He loves us in a way that is so far beyond my understanding that I only touch the edges of what AGAPE really means!
Several weeks ago while in prayer God gave me the name Nisa Faith. Indeed she is a miracle of faith, not the simple faith of a single prayer or even the cry for healing but the faith of a 9 year journey. She represents to us the faith of Abraham as he led his entire family to Canaan. She represents the faith of Joseph as he waited in slavery, in prison for God to act. She is even now, yet in the womb that miracle, an incredible act of God.
I did not know how real it was going to have to become in just a few short day. I did not know that the flu symptoms that my beautiful wife was having were not the flu at all. 10 days later Allana was in the hospital in a battle for her life with a deadly disease known by its acronym ALL chromosome positive; Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia Philadelphia Chromosome positive. Allana’s CaringBridge site follows the details of our experience. Throughout this time we have had ups and downs. I have faced the prospect of losing her and I have faced the deep pain of watching her suffer in ways that I could not even have imagined. Yet the statement that I made 8 days after Nisa’s birth remains the truest thing in my life:
We have a mighty heavenly Father who cares for us in ways that I cannot begin to fathom. He loves us in a way that is so far beyond my understanding that I only touch the edges of what AGAPE really means!
I truly believe that it is this core belief that has opened up our lives for the miraculous interventions that have followed us throughout this experience. It is when we tie our relationship with God to our circumstances that trouble occurs. If we accept that when bad things happen God somehow has diminished his love for us then our spiritual life will be a roller coaster of highs and lows, undermining our ability to grow spiritually. The core statement then becomes:
We have a mighty heavenly Father who cares for us when life is good. He loves us when I understand and can grasp the good things that he gives us.
I have recently been reading Ezekiel. My heart broke for him as I read the simple verse in the middle of chapter 24.
“Son of man, with one blow I am about to take away from you the delight of your eyes. Yet do not lament or weep or shed any tears.”
It is with that statement that God informs Ezekiel that his wife is going to die. We are not given any of the back story or the circumstances, just that as a part of his office as prophet of God, as a part of his calling to serve the almighty, as a part of her calling to serve Him, his beloved wife was going to die. Two things we need to understand here.
1. Ezekiel was not told by God to just ignore the death of his wife and not to mourn for her. The culture of the day and even through to today in many cultures in the region, called for very loud and public mourning. We know that in Jesus day wealthy families would hire professional mourners to make the process as loud and public as possible. It was this public and plastic mourning that God called Ezekiel to ignore. “17 Groan quietly; do not mourn for the dead. Keep your turban fastened and your sandals on your feet; do not cover the lower part of your face or eat the customary food [of mourners].” This was extraordinary behavior for a recognized public figure. God calls us as His elect to extraordinary behavior but he does not expect us to be wooden soldiers. This mourning would be between God and Ezekiel. And while the text does not explicitly say so, I believe that the phrase, The Word of the Lord came to me… is an indication of the miraculous intervention of the Holy Spirit. Dabar is the Hebrew equivalent of Logos. I am not going to jump into a word or phrase study here but I want to make the point that God did not leave Ezekiel hanging. Ezekiel did not have the benefit of the indwelling Holy Spirit that we as New Testament believers enjoyed (He does note that the Holy Spirit entered him at one point and helped him to stand (Ezekiel 2:2). Still “The Word of the Lord” was with him. Ezekiel’s continued obedience and interactions with God’s people are a testament to his continued faith in God’s love for him.
2. Ezekiel’s experience was not in vain. When the Spirit of God moves things happen! We may not understand or see the full scope of what God is doing but he calls His people to extraordinary behavior in extraordinary circumstances for His glory and to extend the purposes of His love for all mankind.
19 The people said to me, “Will you not tell us what these things that you are doing mean for us?”
When God’s people do the extraordinary within the context of the extraordinary people notice. And honestly what we do within the context of the ordinary often appears extraordinary to those who do not have a relationship with God. We are not often told the impact of the words spoken by the Old Testament prophets. I have to believe that while the national fate was sealed by the word of God individuals were impacted by the message and turned their faith to Him even as everything around them fell apart.
3. It is in our relationship with God that the extraordinary occurs not out of ourselves. It was the Holy Spirit through Ezekiel who defied the cultural norms to bring God’s message to the people of Israel. ” …for no prophecy was ever made by an act of human will, but men moved by the Holy Spirit spoke from God.” 2 Peter 1:21 Ezekiel’s response to this catastrophic even in his life is a direct response to the Holy Spirit. I can assure you that his heart was breaking even as he rejoiced at the work of God being done in and through his life. Some day I believe we will be able to talk to the individuals impacted by the ministry of Ezekiel even as the nation fell apart and fell into exile.
Whatever circumstances one faces the opportunity for the extraordinary exists for all of the followers of Jesus who have the Holy Spirit as an integral part of their lives. It is interesting that the less that we attempt to be extraordinary and only seek to be obedient, the more extraordinary things God accomplishes through us.
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Wow I have not been here in too long. As you can imagine other things have been keeping me busy. This will be redundant for many of you but I wanted to add this wonderful Guestbook post from our CaringBridge site. It is a great reminder that we have a Living God who walks on water in the worst of storms! Our Spirits rejoice even as our flesh weeps. God is moving and we are excited to see the results when the storm is stilled.
A big thank you to Karen for allowing me to share this in a more public way.
June 27, 2013 6:50pm
Karen Bobalik
Here is the link to our CaringBridge site for any who may not have it.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/allanaguidry/journal
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