Faith
Guidry
We have prayed for this day for 9 years. We have ached for the losses and doubted our faith. We refused to give up even when we were labeled as a “Chronic Miscarriage” case. When the entire world (and even God himself from a purely worldly standpoint) seemed to be saying emphatically NO, the Holy Spirit whispered in our ears to leave it in the Father’s hands. So we did. Don’t get me wrong we cried, we wailed, we begged over and over again. We wanted at times to throw in the towel and act out of our own understanding. We still do not completely understand, but understand this: We have a mighty heavenly Father who cares for us in ways that I cannot begin to fathom. He loves us in a way that is so far beyond my understanding that I only touch the edges of what AGAPE really means!
Several weeks ago while in prayer God gave me the name Nisa Faith. Indeed she is a miracle of faith, not the simple faith of a single prayer or even the cry for healing but the faith of a 9 year journey. She represents to us the faith of Abraham as he led his entire family to Canaan. She represents the faith of Joseph as he waited in slavery, in prison for God to act. She is even now, yet in the womb that miracle, an incredible act of God.
The difficult part to grasp is that my statement about our Father’s love for us is not just true because Nisa is healthy and strong. It is an eternal truth that is expressed in both the tragic and the joyful. He does not love us more now than he did on the very days that we miscarried our other seven precious babies. The reality is that our journey to the fulfillment of the call that He had placed on our lives led us directly through David’s “Valley of the Shadow of Death”. While we might prefer a detour around the Valley, God does not promise that. He does promise that he will be with us, standing by us with His rod and staff and even more importantly for New Testament believers dwelling in us. Many times it is not until after we are through the Valley that we are able to look back and see that God wielded His rod and staff on our behalf as we walked that difficult road.
Even more than she represents the miracle of life to us, she is the miracle of faith itself. Perhaps a better way to say it is that she is an expression of miraculous faith. Faith inspired by the ongoing presence of God in our lives. It is the faith that kept Abraham going on his 400 mile journey. It is the faith that kept him in relationship with God even when he arrived only to face famine. It is the faith that saw the birth of Isaac and the substitution of a ram for his only child on the mountain before God. It is not a faith of the perfect life or of perfect people. It is a faith that traverses pitfalls and carries us through our own mistakes; faith that originates not with us but in the very heart of God and comes to us as a gift from the hands of our heavenly Father. It is Nisa Faith.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me to lied down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters. He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You have anointed my head with oil; My cup overflows. Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
PSALM 23
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